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uwaa...how i soly miss to write in dis blog of mine!hey, i've got to write a lot here..so hangon der n me keep on writing ere..

HARI ASYURA
my kompak batch did a kinda sambutan 4 hari asyura last thursday.almost all of us gathered at our cost (sendowoquek).we fixed a large periuk of bubur asyura (big!for 40 people) despite our seemingly neverending histology lab session(imagine a 2 days row of histo lab where 1 lab costs 2 and half hours!!duhh(a series of silly drawings and meniruing)) .anyway we also ordered catering from ibu selamat (malaysian's most favourite lunch spot!) for our break fasting plus agar2 prepared by pong n her teammates which me and nadiah bawak lari n balun*(acting selfish).da best part was!!(after dey all were gone and us da sendowoqueks were left to do all da cleaning job) whilst rain was falling damn heavily kaka i pushed has into the rain just to see da effect of ME (n my ownself) to be dragged into da rain n consequently me acting crazy screaming n yelling trying to get the others to also be involved in da rain playing scene.Though i only managed to pull only atikah (with has help) i managed to threaten da others to run and stay locked in their room.kekeke.i simply enjoyed da whole scene.

MY SISTERS ARE MY BEST FRENS
oh just by writing this make me more realized how i miss dem soo much!called home the other day(which costs me around rm 15) n chatted wif 2 org penganggur : 1)my eldest sister huda who graduated on december n now finishing her fragments of life by serving da household (haha!).she's waiting for her petronas job offer.i just hope she wouldn't get a too faraway posting (sabah ke sarawak ke). 2)my 16 yer old sister tma who is waiting to register 0n da 20th feb in mrsm mersing (u go gal).i just feel soo happy for her n wish i could send her on her registration day alongside my family(poyyo).mersing will be nice and plus mrsm has been her dream.i noe u'll do fine darling sis*
besides,husna (my 2 and half yer sis)is getting smarter day by day.she loves to read book and act (imagine how cute-berlakon mati!).sis told me dat she goes everywhere spelling all da sukukata she could find.i just hope by da time i return home(on june!) she can read n already becoming a genius!(high hope)

SATURDAYS FOR EVERYONE
heyheyhey..we all have our own saturdays.sum of us goes shopping sum goes dating sum even go for their hepatitis b injection (keke..aini n has).to me weekend means covering my sleeps(as if i lack of dem!), spring cleaning,going to taruna,pasar pagi trip n like today upimi meeting n basketballs!

HATI YG DIUJI
xtaulah.rasanya spt Allah is testing my soul.i've been having this neverending once in a while (or once in a week) confusion wer my mind will be in a chaos n i just get confused.is this normal?do other people experience this?am i the only one?is this just a part of growing up?i dunno.wen i tell the others they will reply "tipu ar ko.cerie jek aku nengok ko tuh".herm.(tuh yg aku mls nk gtau sume org tak caye)(eh.tapi im still sane key?)well everyday we have to decide.from wut to wear to each of our action.between right n wrong.sumtimes i do the wrongs.n it bothers me.my confusion or ketidaktenangan indicates that i've done sumthing wrong.Allah is really testing me.sumtimes i also wish dat Allah tests me in other matters.ujilah perkara lain jgnlah uji hatiku.tp Allah knows better.Allah uji cos de syg kite.org lain pon Allah uji jugak.bhgn lain.cume de sedar ke tak sedar.kalau sedar then evaluatelah diri.u will make it through tahirah.
i just choose to ignore those confusions.life goes on (",)