helpp...

help me...pimples are invading my face...wahai jerawats..berambuslah ko dari mukeku inih...!!
eppy 19th besday to miss safura shamsuri..kecik lagik kite yek??hehehe.luv ya bebeh..!!

LEPAK DAY

today i got up at 9..i've been really lazy to study these past weeks..i just dont have the passion @energy@motivation yet..my rummets had been refuelling their energy..n im still the old me..muahh~!!i missed my 8am chem class not knowing da new timetable..n i didnt have any class 4 damornings..only had class from 2 to 4pm..huh..feels like going sumwere dis weekend..but donow wer...im fasting today n will be going to pasar malam at 6..chow!!

thought at da mo':don wanna care bout anyone who doesnt even care bout me..(no hard or jiwang feelings eh?)huhu..

stepping down

just helped out with the election of the new mpp.the prospect of stepping down..indiffirence..i've been a bad mpp all along..lambat pi klas..ponteng klas..bla..bla..bla..dahle x banyak wat aktiviti..hahah..eniwey..nice experience...n one thing i learnt..i may not be a good leader ( memangpon) yet the support from my friends make me a better n capable person..kire its very important to have good friends that will support n help you in times of good n bad..kan?

uhuk!

there's a few traits i realized that i inherited from my parents:
*singing habit: definitely mom!
*love adventure n nature: dad..(his dream job was to become a marine engineer)
*hate littering: mum..we're in da same club!
*sensitive n worrier: mum again..
*loves reading heaps...: yeah..must be dad!
*socialite..(ceh perasan): dad as well....kitorang bajet peramah!
*suke haiwan n affectionate: heheh..inheritance from daddy...
*hah..obsessive compulsive disorder(cleanliness conscious(certain aspects)): papa too...
*responsible n health conscious: dis gotta be mum!!

cecececeh...~(dis traits yg me rase@perasanla..tatauler btul ke tidak..huhu~)

muahahah..love mum n dad...herm...i'll add if there's anything i could recall later...

on the edge

me on the edge of nothing..returned home empty-handed..means not doing anything yet..haha..have to do it today..today's monday..my pals are having classes today n yet im still at home sweet home.the trip to desaru was fabulous n da resort itself was breathtaking!it was damn cool (pronounce it as 'cewl'..hehe) swaying on the hammock..doing nothing just chatting n staring at the vast blue greenish ocean for hours with the wind soo strong yet soothing.wow..i wish the moment could last forever..(jiwang beb)..hahah..had a superb n jolly good time..despite not doing anything..oh i did read the mammalian nutrition article on the balcony(overlooking the sea) during nightime..when the air was breezy.best gle ar blaja camtuh..wish kat Indon i could get a lodging yg nearby the sea..ceh..possible ke??haha..berangan lebey..dahle get to work!hurm..im taking the 4.30 pm bus today..

bak at home!!

hehehheh..sory for my emotional disturbance yesterday..good news..i'm myself again..!!hahahah..tulah..jgn bersendiri..nanti mule la ngarot2...today no class at all..so depart from college at 11..arrive at seremban at 12..then we ate kfc..(me n fatin)..hahaha..add sum calorie to ur life!!then we went on a tester trying marathon..raiding the guardian pharmacy to parkson grand n watson's..spending minutes n hours tester trying..wakaka..warning:jgnla tiru perangai bughuk nih..haha..promoters tuh mesti dah buhsan ngan kitorang n aware of two tester tryer yg tak bertamadun nih(one wearing all blacks n the other mixed colour attire)..board the bus at 2.30..teramat penat cos mlm td tdo at 3am..spending an hour on da bed trying to sleep while at times glancing at shariza's bed yg empty cos die dh returned home..hehe..x biase tdo sorangla..tetbe rase spooky..kuikui..mane taknye b4 tdo pi bace whisper of death by christopher pike..hai..cte kanak2 pon boley takot..ish3..lawakla ko nih..tapi tak takot sgtla sebenonye..in da bus..tdo smp mimpi2..arrived home at 5.30..its damn good to be home..(kat ktt pon best gak..hehe)..mis ecad's dimpling smile..man's shyness..n fatimah's increasing round face(i claim)..2 things i noticed:husna is taller..cuter..n more beautiful..(ceh..imagination ker??)n brainier!!hahah..another thing sory sista..i hv to spell dis..k huda dah ramai stalker skang..keh..keh..keh..wa manyak takot..!tbe umah straightaway bwk una pi playground..(aint it sweet??)..hihi..cuna yg hysterical!!

emptiness..

the college just seems vast n empty..most of my colleagues had return to their respective home cos mathn,chem n phy class is not held..herm..i should have bought the ticket home on yesterday eve..how unexpected!!herm..here i am..lonely soul..one class for today n tomorrow.i both njoy n despise loneliness.at rite times i njoy my own privacy yet at dis time i cannot help but hate it much!i tried to do maths yet i just couldnt bring myself to focus.i seemed to be in a state of trance at times.how i hate such distracted feelings.there are so many thoughts yet they arent of any importance.. they came without acknowledgement and dominates my mind.i just want to let go...let go..n let go...push them away n focuss.n yet here i am pouring my woes.now..im thinking..yeah..get a grip..ur the master of ur own mind..hurm....im self monologing..excuse myself..for being soD.i.S.t.R.a.c.T.e.D today...

back ache!!

me bgn at 7 thinkin dat da class was 9..luckily sis kacau me..n immediately i muster courage to get up n bathe..rupenye ade klas phy at 8..herm thanks sis!!at the beginning of da day??neckache was bothering me..tula.."tdo tak ingat dunie"..i hate labs..cos im certainly not a systematic nor a disciplined person..better work it out!.as level my bio n chem lab ended up with b..herm...i just couldnt help myself to love practicals..!!!huarghhhh..gimme a break!!my thought of the day:'tak semestinya org yg nampak islamic or baek 'really baek'n vice versalar..yela..humans tak perfect kan?tula..'baek' nih subjektif..tapi each perbuatan kan ade its own reward in the hereafter..herm..pikirkanlah bersame..
hah..lupe plak..nak recommend tgk cite jepun 'pride' n 'hum tum'..warning:cte ni mengandungi unsur2 jiwang yg tak keterlaluanla..heheh..saif ali khan ngan takuya comey giler!!pompuan memang cair ah~hahaha

Sooo much thing to say yet soOO little time...~muahah...(spare aside time for menyayah thingy~)...quite a thing had been lingering on my mind yet i donow where to start..let's start wif activity for da last weekend..i'm attaching myself wif crime fiction..patricia Cornwell's..summarising one dat I just finished ..the body farm..bout a forensic pathologist..an interesting yet definitely not one of my listed dream career(nitemarish..no social life..)..it case was a murder of a 10 yer old girl..by her own mother trugh salt ingestion..Which is not an uncommon child abuse..(is it??)..and she did die..her mum's motive of murder??to get the attention n pathos from da media ..medical stuff n da local community..i think that's just sOOoo pathetic awful n damn psychopath!!she's actually suffering from dis syndrome...mUnchausen's syndrom..i cant believe such syndrome ever existed...woWW!!in fact she even murdered her own husband n relatives to make her look as if she's da sorriest creature in da whole wide world..hurm..these psychopath must have had a lackadaisical in their upbringing or childhood xperience..sumtimes they're not wholly to b blamed..hurm..sian jugak..~tulah..that's why human needs to b supplemented wif religions..to keep us sane!!thank Allah for making me a muslim..yesterday me went to see my long unseen Ielts lect..who just got married recently..seeing me..spontaneously she mocked..yo.."wut's up!??"muahaha..me gelak giler..tak padan ngan da kawin..then we chatted n gossipped a bit...n eventually got into religious issue.. implying dat she was on the verge of finding her own soul..claiming that she's neither a catholic nor a hindu.."owh..i thought u're a catholic.."me said referring to da cross pendant she's been wearing..."nO..I'M a Satan"was her reply..kehkeh..gelak2..den she spoke bout her hubby who's a hindu n who got his predicament to be read b4 he met her...dat he'll b marrying sum1 of her profile..indicating da predicament was true!!herm...how do we xplain dat??n then she spoke abut da hukum karma thing n went on..bla..bla..bla..hurm..da moral of da story???im not da least affected by da storytelling n deep inside my heart just feel an eternity bliss n gratefullness to b bestowed nur n hidayah b4 i even came to da earth..i found my identity as muslimah as soon as my eyes opened to da world..i don need to search for my soul only after wut??20??30??years of living dis life..I thank Allah The Mighty for choosing me..to have the greatest gift of life..Islam...as I know every second of my life is worthy n purposely lived..to reach Him..And I pray n plead 4 da perseverance to improve n my keimanan n not making futile of his gift to me..b4 i meet Him..Aminn...

hurmm

i was late today..wut??combining class??totally forgotten all about it!!ended up me n aida da last person entering da hall yet da frontesst seaters inside da hall..!!hehehe~there'll be a neverending of my kelambatan...hish2 ape nak jadik...i had such a realistic dream last night...mimpi my whole kuarge kembangan going to air terjun n sumthing happened..

hella gud times~

herm..ere is me again!!to recapitulate wut i've done since da weekend..arrived at key ell on saturday at 2.3o pm..went to kak aishah's wedding..she looked damn fabulous n gorgeous..anwar ibrahim also came..he looked slightly frail n weak..his pace was kinda slow..n azizah shook hands wif us n..everybody else..so sweet~..thenn went to kak min's house n during maghrib bangchik n makcik took us to makgee's house in gombak..an open house..ate lots n lots of calories..waaa..hope i did not regain da lost weight!afterwards..helped out wif da cleanin' n washin' n i was dead beat tired goin' to sleep at about 2.3oam...next day woke up at 11 am..(heheh)..p time square sesorang..jumpe eda..sue n zane..n dak2 ukm lelaen(tkah n airmed)..maen games cam nak gella at cosmos world..tak ingat dunie punyer..me n zana gigih berjuang maen sume game (heheh..siap ulang 2 kali maen)..while da others dah tak larat pening2 lalat..hihi..plg gerun die pnye roller coaster..mmg endless fear punye!!wakaka..plg takleh lupe zana kene himpit ngan aku bagai nak giler mase maen amende tah namenye tuh..sian zane...teraniaye..aku tak mampu mengontrol body aku drp terhimpit ke tepi zane yg ternyate lebih kecik dariku...hanye mampu gelak non stop smbl kate.."sian zana" berulang2 kali..har..har..lawak gle..naseb die tak terbabas risau gak aku..mmg kronik gler ar kalo nengok ktorang mase tuh..zana...mest rase hampir2 maut..dihimpit aku!!hahai..tulah laen kali nk maen mende laju tuh yg beso dok tepi skali!!hahai~lawak2.eniwey pastu lepak ukm dari ahad smple slase pagi...ponteng klas...ces..memang tak ingat dunie~

new resolution??

xlarat aku..dah bermenggu aku meng'abai'kan blog aku nih..sian blog..syg..kuci2..(gilo aper?)hahah..new sem 4 me..!!n da last too!!yeargh!!dpt result2 yg mencipankan diri..adeke stat dpt 52% jek..mujurlah rakan2 seangkatan lain pon m'alami naseb yg same..wakaka!!ape nak jadila ngan kte nih..yela..who cares bout probability??nak kire kebarangkalian jumpe penilik naseblah..(wut da??)heheh..konon tunjuk prasaan..erm tuh kire ok lagik..yg plg tak larat bio ley dpt D ek??hahai~cm result waktu awal2 form 4 duluh..hai..awak lupe ke nk a2 level dis sem huh??hai..cpatla insap toy!tuh tak nengok physic n chem lagik..alamatnye overall point sa jeklah..planned nk visit mr zaini(great teacherzaini)dis eve kat hosp seremban..tetbelak die discharged ptg nih..sian die mst bosan..mis him much!!phy's neva gona b da sem again w'out him..hope u recuperate soon enuf!dgr2 die sakit paru2..herm he's quite a heavy smoker though..hai..bahayenye smoking nih..leh mengancam nyawe..if for me..i won't compensate my live 4 anything else in da world..so reaally...DO take care of ur health!eniwey..mr kuldip(btolke ejaan nih)is takin' over our chem class..he's such a systematic person..i like dat..n im sure he's passionate bout his job..yeah..life will b meaningful if u've d passion in ur doings..i hope a get a grip on dat..njoying every minute of my life..

laporla..

sis had started her driving lessons today...me trying hard to revive fasting..want to finish off da lagged behind puase nam..waa!4 more days toy..mum cooked mee kari n da smells were killing me..huhu...kinda hard resisting temptation...dah lame tak pose kan?

rayau-rayau lor..

went tu yu's house at 10 in da morning..then to cs wif dearie sis until nightime..arrived home at 10pm..hahah..sharply 12 hours of outdoor activities!!

rayau-rayau lor..

ORDINARY DAY

yay...yay..taufik did win eniwey!!!ya..i knew it all along!!da feeling's great isn't it the one u supported did win!hahaha..looks like im obsessed ere...well..not really..just infatuation..da feeling wuld b over soon i guess..nice pair of white teeth n cool smile taufik..!suits his dark features n cool hairstyle!definitely!nothing much 2day..spring cleanin' da house..read book...n ere i am..surf the circle 4 alevel ktt..check it out!im considering whether to go to eda's house or not...hurm?

today's the day

tonite's da singapore idol final showdown..wish da best 4 TAUFIK!!heh..heh..heh...okes!sumbody's doing open fire here..i hate pollution!!